lonely guy

2009-12-09T22:00:00.010+08:00

Finally IP2 is over and i am all ready fro my holiday to china! Can't wait =)

But before that i am now here to share with you guys on what i have done for my IP2.

Below are my two A1 panel that i have done. The site is near commonwealth MRT station and Queensway Secondary School. So we are given the architecture plan and we have to design our own into a newly Generation 'S' residential space.

Board 1

Board 2

Ok i am done talking here, i will update on my trip to oversea when i am free =D so cya all soon!

2009-10-30T07:00:00.001+08:00

Look like i have to agree with ur decision. But i still think its not that easy, u are still hiding smt! Maybe smt which u dont wanna say. Well its been hard for me but its ok, just hope to see u soon! Take care mate and good luck!

Cheers

RE: sad

2009-10-26T08:03:00.001+08:00

I am not trying to make u feel guilty...i am just concern!...i need to have a chat with you when i meet u...i gotta ask u smt important...

SAD!

2009-10-24T19:34:00.000+08:00

After everything i was about to find you, i saw u walking so fast. I knew there is something wrong but when i get there i saw u crying and i wanna approach u and ask u why but he ask to leave. So i had no choice. When u all came back i was shocked to hear that! What he say makes me think that u are leaving! So it real thqt u are really leaving. The problem is that i want to know the real reason why u want to leave! I feel sad to hear that but i am ur buddy so no matter what i will support u. It just sad that we cant perform the special move that we are training. Well if u have anything feel free to talk to me and good luck for u! Cya arnd! Good luck! Cheers! :'( :)

Update on my anime

2009-10-02T18:44:00.001+08:00

Bleach episode 239
Naruto shippuden episode 123

2009-09-29T01:00:00.001+08:00

Oh it's been long since i last update my blog...hmm..maybe shall update more often if not ppl wont know what i am doin...lol...

2009-07-09T01:14:00.001+08:00

This song is nice and the dance is nice too! i love it!...you rock man!

Smile even if u are sad or what so ever!

2009-07-08T22:46:00.003+08:00

Dear Michael Jackson, may you rest in peace. You are the best King Of POP....everyone salute you!...you are the pillar of the world which makes people follow your way and learn from you!...we will not forget about you! take care!

2009-07-06T22:12:00.002+08:00

Bored bored day in sch....had to do site analysis from the gate one all the way t admin block!....like omg lar...push the trolley all the way to admin make me feel so like a delivery boy!...potential worker in SP!...hahaha...well this is the second week for grp project...one more week and then we will be starting on individual....i wonder how am i going to design the place...hmmm nth in mind yet! lol...well i guess as day goes by i will think of what to do lar....in the mean time i am waiting time to pass...lol...this sat no NPCC but got TOUCH RUG comptetion! so this tue and thurs training is very impt!...cant wait for tmr training haha....heard that its a fitness one! yeppie... can get more muscle! lol....well hope this wed can show some skills out! lol!

2009-06-21T13:06:00.002+08:00

Sorry guys...my schedule is too tight therefore i don't have much time updating my blog. But don't worry, i'll try my very best to post something! haha

Join touch rugby as my main cca in SP...it was fun and i like that sports alot! met alot of interesting friends too! hehe...

Alot of things happen for the past few months. But i manage to pull through. And i have learn to let go all the past. Now whoever dare to come my way and interfere with my life, i won't go and entertain them anymore.

Holidays for the first week was fun...went to Kuala Lumpur with DARCH ppl...KL has alot of things to shop but i don't have that much money to shop. So i came back Singapore and shop...LOL

Bought alot of new cloths but only one shorts which is not proportionate...haha...nvm lar...still got time to buy.

Oh i also bought a rugby ball...hehe so cool lar...bleah...

well i will stop here...tell more story next time!

2009-03-05T15:58:00.001+08:00

I'm so bored at home doing nothing but sit down and watch movies....hai no job oso...i think im gonna get fat soon...omg i dont wanna to be fat...pls exercise andric =D
haha....

2009-03-05T14:36:00.003+08:00

This is my FYP for my Year 1 =D...and its finally over...i can now enjoy my holidays =D hehe

2009-03-05T14:31:00.000+08:00

Finally i have moved back to my old blog which makes me feel more like a blog because all my past time things were here and it stays here...so i think i move back is good =D...haha...so ppl please take note =D

2008-12-31T21:00:00.002+08:00

this is the end of my 2008 blog and i am not goin to blog here...i am leaving the past here and move on with a new year...i am opening another one so here is my new link...http://naaw-wan-it-baw.blogspot.com/ or you can ask me.....you can always come visit both of my blog...i will come and look at it so dont worry
=D

2008-12-30T22:46:00.002+08:00

Board 1

Board 2

Board 3

Board 4

This are my project for my course...haha..nothing much actually...=D

nothing to post so post this..

2008-12-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

Went to tampinese gym and work out and then went to swim at tampinese...cool man to swim under the rain...haha...so cooling...went wif shan sam and kenn...hehe

then tuesday went out wif shan to vivo and then eat ben and jerry...hahaand we walk walk to aim at what are we goin to buy for our chinese new year cloth =D

then wednesday went to jurong east swimming complex there to gym first thn wait for kenn to come find us then we went to swim and play water...haha the wave so fun =D

today went to kallang basin and swim with sam and greg..haha cool rite...at least i dont waste y time sitting in front of the lappy and stare at it =D

i find that my holiday is not wasted but i still havent do my final year project layout yet man...haha

tmr is another day to enjoy before i leave singapore...haha..meeting shan in the morning to go vivo walk walk and thn aft that evening will be meeting far, fik and kevin to go see erin concert =D...

yeppie...i love swimming now and its a healthy lifestyle to swim and work out =D.....and i will be goin to KL this sat till next week so if anyone of u cant contact me cuz i dont hav roaming...so jus leave me a msg and i will get back to u all =D...enjoy ppl =D

happy always =D=D

2008-12-06T23:30:00.007+08:00

Haha...today went out at nite to orchard with noel kenneth yushan and serene...cuz today we go out celebrate kenneth birthday at clarke quay...so we went to orchard to meet noel then after that we had our dinner at wheelock the borders bistro...here are our dinner....

Aft that we walk...WALK to clarke quay to meet alishia then aft that went to hav a drink there...pic here

Aft that went to the arena to club...haha...=D pic here...

2008-12-05T23:04:00.003+08:00

Yohooo....today is KENNETH BIRTHDAY......WoW...haha
how old ar? 18 rite....haha...anyway happy 18th birthday to you...

Today is the last day of school and i am on holiday mood aldy...haha....so went out wif nas nad fik jenny far and far's ex bf...so sorry that i forget his name...so sorry...welll cuz today has the clap concert...so we went to far east to walk walk and thn wait till the nite for the concert to start....

But but wat a bad day....RAINING....so we waited for the rain to stop so that they can continue wif their performance...but only see one performance by a group of band...so cool lar...their band rockz...here are the pic...

2008-12-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

hello everyone...sorry for not updating my blog...cuz i am busy for this few weeks...been doing my presentation and working out....swimming with sam and gregory these few days...hehe...good and healthy lifestyle =)

starting from next week i am goin to do more exercise like running swimming and go to gym!!!!wohoo...till end of holidays =D...hehe....cool rite

2008-11-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

omg this friday is the submission date for my project...shit i still have lots to do like scaning drawing detail and ensp...hmmand last printing...i hope i can finish and print on time...well...today went out wif families to shop shop...bought a camera...so fun hehe...

i hope that things will change back to the past...i really hope that it can...but it all depend on someone....that someone can change everything back...

keep hoping...

2008-11-21T23:24:00.002+08:00

Wat are u ppl out there trying to show?
small things like that wanna make it worst is it?
how old are u guy man?
still do all these silly and stupid things...
have u guys grown up?
are u ppl's mind still like children?
not matured yet?
come on man...if u all are not happy step out and talk man...
no need to talk behind ppls back okay...
eh come on lar...
u ppl are not kids ok...
im sure that u all have a mind and can think rite?
wat if it were to happen to u?
how will u feel?
jus one simple sentence and it can be undone?
i dont think so...
and i really hope that u ppls out there can think and dont be so inmature...
put urself in other ppl shoes and think again...

im not gonna say anything anymore...u all shld go and really sit down one corner and really think carefully and reflect on ur stupid self...

2008-11-16T21:31:00.001+08:00

super stress and scared of drawing to scale things...it freaks me out...but luckily i manage to do it...hahaha...went out to buy bag today and thn walk walk...so emo rite...go out alone haha...cuz no one wanna follow me...

2008-11-02T22:07:00.002+08:00

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

To those who tagged me....im replying here....
gary: i hav done the quiz.
farLOL: haha...lol...happy feet...are u really happy feet?
JENNY/THURSDAYIAN: haha jenny u so like thursday ar? full fledge thurday...omg!!
Li hui: oh i see...hmmm ok tell me more bout it if u all really goin ok? thanks..
Nassi: haha ok i update aldy so not dusty..lol
Janice: haha thanks janice =P u too take care ok...
NISS:haha big thn ppl can see mah...ya i like the song too...
yushan:HUH!! lol i where got emo...

2008-11-02T21:45:00.002+08:00

I love you not bacause of who you are, but because of who i am when i am with you.

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Don't waste your time on a man / woman who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Maybe god wants us to meet a few people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Dont cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more care about who you trust next time around.

Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try to know someone else and expect them to know you.

Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

REMEMBER WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

2008-11-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

You Are Friday

Like this day of the week, you are ruled by Venus.
More than anything, you are outgoing.

You are a very affectionate, caring person. You love being with others.
Deep down, you crave attention. You are secretly quite vain.

Friday tends to be a very social day, which fits you perfectly.
You don't like the structure of the work week. You're always waiting for the weekend.

http://www.blogthings.com/whatdayoftheweekareyouquiz/">What Day of the Week Are You?

2008-11-02T19:15:00.002+08:00

Its been long since i updated this blog...so here i am update it...finally group project has come to an end and tmr we are starting on our individual project aldy...hope i can come up wif some concept for it..if not im gonna be in dead shit...haha...well ytd went out wif fik far iffa and fik friend which call heli( sry i dont know how to spell ur name) and it was fun...we all had a long conv at marina macdonald..haha...and ya went home aft that...=D thats all for today

2008-10-22T20:13:00.003+08:00

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets? Of course man...who don't have

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?-> See how the situation is but 90% no...
(original question: Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?)

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?-> Yes and no

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?-> Buy the things that i want, do the things that i wanna do

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?-> Maybe...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?-> being loved

7. List out your 15 favourite songs--too much to list down but there are english chinese thailand korean japan songs ...

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?-> What to do...give up lor...

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?-> Yes...

10. What makes you angry?-> Depends

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?-> Making money and had a family

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?-> Myself.

13. What is the most important thing in life?-> Health

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?-> Single and rich..i can do anything i want

15. What is your favourite colour?-> Black White Blue and purple the most...but rainbow is in my list too

16. Would you give all in a relationship?-> Depends.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, and both of them do the same, who would you pick?-> Erm dont fall in love with them..forget them...

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?-> Depend but mostly yes.

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?-> i dont hav any now but if i hav thn i will say 'You will never walk alone'

20. 5 people I have tagged: Fikri, Farhana, Teck Leong, Yien, Valerie

EMO-ING.....!!!!!!!

2008-10-21T23:15:00.002+08:00

I like to pretend that everything's alright. Because when everybody else thinks you're fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Try hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
You fall deeper with each passing day,But try to hide it in every possible way.
He's/She's only a friend, and nothing else--That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.
You keep on saying he's/she's just a bud,But deep inside, you're falling in love.
You get so giddy when you meet his/her eyes,But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.
A simple glance turns into a stare,But you pretned that you don't care.
It's "not right" for you two to be. Is that why you hide it so no one can see?
But how long will you pretend? Keep lying that he's/she's just a friend?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show. Perhaps it's "wrong" for him/her to know.
Your friendship can't be risked over this,So being his girl/her boy is an impossible wish...

''I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go. ''

''If you cant get someone off your mind they are probably supposed to be there.''

''Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened! ''

2008-10-19T14:35:00.002+08:00

had a great day ytd goin to akif, far, fik, iffa, afiqah and gaga house...its fun haha...and thanks ppl for the everything especially the food....hehe...well i am bored to the max and do not know wat to do...haha...

2008-10-10T11:56:00.002+08:00

Thinkin of things in the past and it makes me feel sad and regret what i have done.
Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day.
Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

2008-10-06T11:45:00.000+08:00

Aquarius and Friendship:
Beneath the detached, unemotional exterior lies a kind hearted friend that will go out of their way to help another. They love to make people laugh and cheer people up and it makes them feel good to make others feel good. They do not expect anything in return for this could put a damper on their freedom, they live with no strings attached. They are very unconventional and
always full of excitement, an Aquarius friend always makes life fun. They might offer you a spontaneous last minute camping trip with no supplies prepared, if you decide to go along, you will have a weekend to remember forever.

2008-10-02T22:34:00.002+08:00

I just dont understand it...but i've learn something today and that..............

I've learned that we don't have to change friends,If we understand that friends change.

I've learned that something that you do in an instant, can give you heartache for life.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.

I've learned that we are responsiable for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you.

I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time.

I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.

I've learned that sometimes when i am angry i have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of expirences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.

I've learned that it isin't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do love each other.

I've learned that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secrect, it may change you life forever.

I've learned that sometimes the people that you love most in life, are taken from you too soon.

I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much i care, some people just dont care back.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.

I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.

I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.

I've learned that even when you feel you have no more to give, a friend cries out and you find the strenght to help.

I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsiable for who we become.

2008-09-28T22:46:00.001+08:00

haha here are the edited photos from iffa....thanks babe for helping me =)

I JUST LOVE THE WAY I LOOKED!!!

2008-09-27T23:26:00.004+08:00

I JUST LOVE THE WAY I LOOKED!!!

LOVE MYSELF!!!

LOTS OF KISSES TO MYSLEF!!!

2008-09-27T01:23:00.001+08:00

Your Friendliness Score is 80 (Very Friendly)

You are an amazing friend. Anyone who has you as a friend is incredibly lucky.
And judging by how many friends you have, there are many lucky people in this world!

You can talk to people easily, and you often turn strangers into friends.
You are also a good listener. You are there for your friends when they need to vent, without judgment.

Overall, you have a genuine interest in people and their lives. And your friends can tell.
Taking time for your friends is very important to you. And because of this, you have lots of deep and meaningful friendships.

http://www.blogthings.com/howfriendlyareyouquiz/">How Friendly Are You?

2008-09-27T00:58:00.001+08:00

What's Sexy About Your Name

You are sexy because you are always up for a fun fling.
You're sexually open and assertive. You know what you want, and you're going to get it.

You are a very physically attractive person. You take care of your body.
You are attracted to other gorgeous people - and you don't care if that's shallow.

You don't have many sexual hang ups or issues. You simply enjoy sex.
You are adventurous and open to new experiences. You experiment freely.

What's" Sexy About Your Name?

2008-09-27T00:56:00.001+08:00

What Andriclewjianghorng Means

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

What's" Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

15 things you probably never knew or thought about....

2008-09-26T22:01:00.002+08:00

15 things you probably never knew or thought about....

1. At least five people in this world love you so much they would die for you.

2. At least fifteen people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyones would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6. You mean the world to someone.

7. If not for you, someone may not be living.

8. You are special and unique.

9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.

10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look, you most likely turned your back on the world.

12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.

13. Always remember the compliments you recieved. Forget the rude remarks.

14. Always tell soemone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.

15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

"Eleven Hints for Life"

2008-09-24T22:57:00.003+08:00

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go, be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends witha tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

2008-09-21T23:16:00.000+08:00

ขอบคุณกันและกัน

kop koon gan lae gan

Thank You You And Me/Each Other/One Another

ยังมีเรื่องราวมากมายเกี่ยวกับความรัก

yang mee rueng rao mak mai giew gub kwam ruk

there is still so much more about love

หากลองหยุดพักจงฟังซะก่อน

hak long yoot puk jung fung sagorn

try and take a break and listen to this

จะรู้ว่าเราไม่เดินอยู่เดียวดาย

ja roo wah rao mai duen yoo diew dai

you’ll know that we are not walking alone

ยังมีผู้คนบนทางอีกหลากหลายอีกมากมาย

yung mee pookon bon tang ek lak lai ek mak mai

there are still a lot of different people on the path that we walk

ที่เราก็ต่างมองหาความรักมาเติมให้เต็มหัวใจ

tee rao gor taang mong haa kwamruk ma turm hai temhuajai

that we look at in hopes of finding a love to fill our hearts

มีความทรงจำดีๆเกี่ยวกับความรัก

mee kwamsong jum dee dee giew gub kwamruk

there are good memories that have to do with love

บ้างสุขสมหวังบ้างจะร้องไห้

bang suk somwang bang ja ronghai

some are happy with hopes fulfilled while others are filled with tears

แต่นั่นกลับทำให้ใจเรามีพลัง

taa nun glub tum hai jai rao mee parung

but instead that makes gives our hearts strength

จนนานๆไปมันก็กลายเป็นความหลัง

jon naan naan pai mun gor glaai pen kwamlung

and after a long time it turns into our past

ที่ในทุกครั้งเรานึกถึงเมื่อไหร่

tee nai took krung rao nuektueng muerai

and everytime we think back to it

ก็ไม่รู้จะขอบคุณมันยังไง

gor mai roo ja kob kun mun yung ngaai

and we don’t know how to say thank you for it

ถ้าหากว่าใจเราไม่เคยจะรักเลยสักที

taa hak wah jai rao mai kuey ja ruk luey suk tee

if our hearts never had a chance to love

จิตใจดวงนี้คงจะไม่แข็งแกร่ง

jitjai duang nee kong ja mai kang grang

this heart would probably not be strong

และในวันที่ล้มลงคงไม่มีแรง

laew nai won tee lomlong kong mai mee rang

and on the day that we fall we wouldn’t have any strenght

ถ้าเรามัวระแวงในมือของกันและกัน

taa rao mua rawang nai mue kong gun la gun

if we’re only paranoid about being among one another

ถ้ามันเป็นเพลงบนทางเดินเคียง

taa mun pen pleng bon tang dern kieng

if its a song on the path that we walk together

ที่จะมีเพียงเสียงเธอกับฉัน

tee ja mee pieng sieng tur gub chun

that only has the sound of you and me

และไม่มีวันที่ฉันและเธอจะเดินจากกันไปที่ไหน

laa mai mee won tee chun lae tur ja dern jak gun paitee nai

and there won’t be a day where me and you will walk away from each other to go anywhere

และถ้าชีวิตคือท่วงทำนอง

laa taa cheewit kue tuang tumnong

and if live was like a melody

เธอคือคำร้องที่มีความหมาย

tur kue kum rong tee mee kwammai

you would be the lyrics that have meaning

ให้ใจได้ซึ้งและมีพลังจะเดินต่อไปให้ไกล

hai jai dai sueng laa mee parung ja dern tor pai haiglaai

that left an impression on my heart and gave it the strenght to keep on walking

มองจะมองทางไหนมีใครสักคนที่หวังจะเดินเข้ามา

mong ja mong tang nai mee krai suk kon tee wung jadern kao ma

look, looking everywhere hoping that theres someone who wants to walk in

นั่นคือปัญหายิ่งรอยิ่งนาน

nun kue punha ying lor ying naan

thats problem, the more i wait the longer it is

ยิ่งผ่านอะไรไปนานๆใจยิ่งหวั่นไหว

ying paan arai pai naan naan jai ying wunwai

the more i experience the more my heart becomes anxious

และถ้าวันหนึ่งมีคนที่รอเข้ามาว่าฟ้าก็คงไม่ทำเราเสียใจ

laa taa won nueng mee kon tee lor kao ma wah fah gorkong mai tum rao siajai

and if one day theres someone waiting to enter, i think the heavens wouldn’t disappoint me

แต่เขาไม่ใช่ยังไงก็ไม่ใช่

taa kao mai chai yung ngaai gor mai chai

but they are not it no matter what they still are not it

ก็ได้แต่ถอนหายใจมองเหม่ออ้อนวอนให้

gor dai taa ton haijai mong mue onwon hai

and all i can do is sigh and stare off and beg

ใครๆบางคนบนนั้นช่วยฉันทีอยากมีความรักกับเขาบ้าง

krai krai bang kon bon nun chuay chun tee yak meekwamruk gub kao bang

for someone up there to help someone like me who wants to have a love like everyone else

หากมันต้องแลกอะไรฉันยอมได้ทุกทาง

hak mun tong laak arai chun gor yom dai took yang

if i have to trade someone for it, i'm willing to trade everything

เพียงคำว่ากันและกันฉันขอคำอธิบาย

pieng kum wah gun la gun chun kor kum ahtibai

for the words together, that i ask for an explanation

ถ้ามันเป็นเพลงบนทางเดินเคียง

taa mun pen pleng bon tang dern kieng

if its a song on the path that we walk together

ที่จะมีเพียงเสียงเธอกับฉัน

tee ja mee pieng sieng tur gub chun

that only has the sound of you and me

และไม่มีวันที่ฉันและเธอจะเดินจากกันไปที่ไหน

laa mai mee won tee chun lae tur ja dern jak gun paitee nai

and there won’t be a day where me and you will walk away from each other to go anywhere

และถ้าชีวิตคือท่วงทำนอง

laa taa cheewit kue tuang tumnong

and if live was like a melody

เธอคือคำร้องที่มีความหมาย

tur kue kum rong tee mee kwammai

you would be the lyrics that have meaning

ให้ใจได้ซึ้งและมีพลังจะเดินต่อไปให้ไกล

hai jai dai sueng laa mee parung ja dern tor pai haiglaai

that left an impression on my heart and gave it the strenght to keep on walking further

ให้ไกล…

hai glaai…

further….

เหนื่อยเหนื่อยจนถอนใจ

nuey nuey jon ton jai

tired, tired when all i can do is sigh

ไม่รู้เมื่อไรว่าเราจะมีความหวังไม่รู้เมื่อไร

mai roo muerai wah rao ja mee kwamwung mai roo muerai

don’t know when i will have hope

แค่เพียงสักครั้งได้เจอสักครั้ง

kaa pieng sukkrung dai jur sukkrung

just once, to find it just once

แม้มันต้องเจ็บต้องปวดอย่างน้อยก็ยังได้รู้ว่ารักเป็นไง

maa mun tong jeb tong puad yang noi gor yung dai roowah ruk pen ngaai

even if i would have to be hurt at least i will have known what love is

คนเราจะเสาะจะหาทำไมและมันจะเป็นจะรักยังไง

kon rao ja sor ja haa tummai laa mun ja pen ja rukyung ngaai

why a person will search, will look for it, for what it will be like and what love is

ตะเกียกตะกายจนได้มาสุดท้ายบางทีต้องเสียน้ำตา

taagied taagaai jon dai maa soot taai bang tee tongsia namtah

will struggle until the end to get it and sometimes we will have to shed tears

แต่ให้ทนไว้อาจเจ็บใจและรอวันหนึ่งที่เราเติบโต

taa hai ton wai aht jeb jai laa lor won nueng tee raoduebtoh

but continue to endure and maybe your heart will hurt and one day when we have grown

จะขอบคุณว่าใจที่ไม่เคยมีรักให้ใคร

ja kob kun wah jai tee mai kuey mee ruk hai krai

we will thank the heart that never had love for anyone

และนานต่อไปจะเป็นใจที่ไร้ค่า

laa naan tor pai ja pen jai tee raikaa

and left alone for long would have had no value

หากมันจะมีอะไรที่ต้องแลกเพื่อได้มา

hak mun ja mee arai tee tong laak pue dai ma

and if there was anything to exchange to have it

ฉันว่ากันและกันมีค่าที่จะแลกได้มากมาย

chun wah gun laa gun mee kaa tee laak dai mak mai

i think “together” has more than enough value

มีทางเดินให้เราเดินเคียงและมีแต่เสียงของเธอกับฉัน

mee tang dern hai rao dern kieng laa mee taa siengkong tur gub chun

there is a path for us to walk together that only has the voice of you and me

มีทางเดินให้เราเดินเคียงและมีแต่เสียงของเธอกับฉัน

mee tang dern hai rao dern kieng laa mee taa siengkong tur gub chun

there is a path for us to walk together that only has the voice of you and me

แสนนานเท่านาน…แสนนานเท่านาน

saan naan tao naan… saan naan tao naan

for ever and ever… for ever and ever

2008-09-20T23:58:00.001+08:00

กันและกัน

Gun Lae Gun

You & Me/One Another/Each Other

ถ้าบอกว่าเพลงนี้แต่งให้เธอ เธอจะเชื่อไหม

taa bok waa pleng nee dtaeng hai ter ter ja cheua mai

If I said that this song is made for you, would you believe it?

มันอาจไม่เพราะไม่ซึ้งไม่สวยงามเหมือนเพลงทั่วไป

man aat mai pror mai seung mai suay ngaam meuan pleng tua bpai

It's probably not melodious, not affectionate, not beautiful like other songs.

อยากให้รู้ว่าเพลงรัก ถ้าไม่รักก็เขียนไม่ได้

yaak hai roo waa pleng rak taa mai rak gor kian mai daai

I want you to know that if there's no love, you can't write a love song.

แต่กับเธอคนดีรู้ไหม ฉันเขียนอย่างง่าย...ดายd

tae gap ter kon dee roo mai chan kian yaang ngaai ... daai

But for you, my dear, do you know? I wrote it easily.

เธอคงเคยได้ยินเพลงรักมานับร้อยพัน

ter kong koie dai-yin pleng rak maa nap roi pan

You've probably heard hundreds and thousands of love songs

มันอาจจะโดนใจ

man aat ja dohn jai

that's probably impressive

แต่ก็มีความหมายเหมือนๆกันแต่ถ้าเธอฟังเพลงนี้

dtae gor mee kwaam maai meuan-meuan gan dtae taa ter fang pleng nee

but with a similar meaning altogether, but if you listen to this song,

เพลงที่เขียนเพื่อเธอเท่านั้น

pleng tee kian peua ter tao nan

a song that's written simply for you.

เพื่อเธอเข้าใจความหมายแล้วใจจะได้มีกันและกัน

peua ter kao jai kwaam maai laew jai ja daai mee gan lae gan

For you to understand the meaning of it, our hearts will then have a connection.

ให้มันเป็นเพลงบนทางเดินเคียง ที่จะมีเพียงเสียงเธอกับฉัน

hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan

Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.

อยู่ด้วยกันตราบนานๆ

yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan

Together as long as possible.

ดั่งในใจความบอกในกวีว่าตราบใดที่มีรักย่อมมีหวัง

dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang

As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there's love naturally there's hope.

คือทุกครั้งที่รักของเธอส่องใจ ฉันมีปลายทาง

keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang

Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.

มีความจริงอยู่ในความรักตั้งมากมาย

mee kwaam jing yoo nai kwaam rak dtang maak maai

There is a lot of facts found in love,

และที่ผ่านมาฉันใช้เวลาเพื่อหาความหมาย

lae tee paan maa chan chai way-laa peua haa kwaam maai

and in the past I used the time for the sake of finding the meaning.

ไม่นานก็เพิ่งรู้ เมื่อทุกครั้งที่มีเธอใกล้

dtae mai naan gor perng roo meua took krang tee mee ter glai

But soon, I'd just know it, whenever you are near me,

ว่าถ้าชีวิตคือทำนอง เธอก็เป็นดังคำร้องที่เพราะและซึ้งจับใจ

waa taa chee-wit keu tam nong ter gor bpen dang kam rong tee pror lae seung jap jai

That if life's a rhythm, you are as good as the words that is melodious and touching to the heart.

ให้มันเป็นเพลงบนทางเดินเคียง ที่จะมีเพียงเสียงเธอกับฉัน

hai man bpen pleng bon taang dern kiang tee ja mee piang siang ter gap chan

Let it be a song on our pathways that consist only voices of you and me.

อยู่ด้วยกันตราบนานๆ

yoo duay gan dtraap naan-naan

Together as long as possible.

ดั่งในใจความบอกในกวีว่าตราบใดที่มีรักย่อมมีหวัง

dang nai jai kwaam bok nai ga-wee waa dtraap dai tee mee rak yom mee wang

As the meaning is told in a poetry that as long as there's love naturally there's hope.

คือทุกครั้งที่รักของเธอส่องใจ ฉันมีปลายทาง

keu took krang tee rak kong ter song jai chan mee bplaai taang

Means whenever your love shines through the heart, I have a goal.

มีทางเดินให้เราเดินเคียง และมีเสียงของเธอกับฉัน

mee taang dern hai rao dern kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan

There's a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.

มีทางเดินให้เราเดินร่วมเคียง และมีเสียงของเธอกับฉัน

mee taang dern hai rao dern ruam kiang lae mee siang kong ter gap chan

There's a pathway for us to walk side by side and there are voices of you and me.

LONELINESS

2008-09-17T23:01:00.002+08:00

All alone in the dark...i fell so lonely...and i've always been so lonely for my entire life...

i'm all alone in the dark

trying to find my way out

but everytime i try

it seems that i can't find my way

i think that this is my fate

staying in the dark full of loneliness and sadness

no one can help me out

unless i help myself

but i think i will not get out

because i can't overcome myself

maybe loneliness and sadness is meant for me

to get past my life and let it be

anyway i'm just a lonely guy

full of emotion and sadness

no one understand me

because i'm a person that is difficult for people to understand me

what i want/wish to do to myself

there is always someone who will be saying no to it

why just they understand me

so just let it be

let the loneliness me be in the dark

and hopefully one day

when they found out that why i am lonely and sad everyday

then i think they will know me more

then thats when they will understand me

2008-09-13T23:34:00.002+08:00

Hi everyone...i've been emoing for super long ...well now i'm a little fine...still recovering from it...but dun worry guys, i won't show it in front of u all when i am emo cuz i am the type of person which can control my emo inside and not to let ppl notice...so no one will knows...hahaha

oh ya btw bout the album that they alll are talking bout rite...actually i am intending to come out wif my own album which include different types of songs like english, chinese, malay, thai, korean, japanese and etc...its an international album and the songs are from different singer. well i am jus singing it with my own vocal and then slowly i will try to write songs and create the tune for the song and stuff like that =) ...cuz i have nvr seen an international album that any singer has compose...actually from young my dream is to become a singer...but but but cuz i am too shy....and i do not know where to start from...soo i have decided to come out with album of international songs and promote it...

so ya and why i am doin this cuz i have my DLA FRIENDS supporting me!!!....thanks ppl...i love u all...

ok ppl here is the end of today post...just to leave a quote for u guys out there...

If one day you want to cry, just call me. I can't promise I'll make you laugh, but I can cry with you.
If one day you want to run away, don't be afraid, just call me. I can't promise I'll make you stop, but I can run with you.
If one day you are bored, just call me. I can't promise I will entertain you, but I can tell you I am bored too.
But if one day you tell me you are in love with me, I promise I will tell you I am love with you, too.

2008-09-09T21:03:00.003+08:00

A kiss is just a kiss till you find the one you love. A hug is just a hug till you find the one you're always thinking of. A dream is just a dream till it comes true.

The saddest thing in life is when you meet that special someone and you know it will never be, and that sooner or later you'll have to let go."

I like to pretend that everything's alright. Because when everybody else thinks you're fine, sometimes you forget for a while that you're not.

112 ways to say... I LOVE YOU

2008-09-05T17:57:00.003+08:00

112 ways to say... I LOVE YOU
English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hâld fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe (Thanks Craig)
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe

12 signs your falling in love

2008-09-05T17:55:00.004+08:00

*12 signs your falling in love*

12. You'll read his/her txts over and over again...
11. You'll walk really really slow while you're with him/her...
10. You'll pretend 2 be shy whenever you're with him/her...
9. While thinking bout him/her...your heart will beat faster and faster...
8. By listening to his/her voice...you'll smile for no reason...
7. While looking at him/her..you cant see the other people around you...you can only see that person...
6. You'll start listening to SLOW songs...
5. He/She becomes all you think about...
4. You'll get high just by their smell...
3. You'll realize that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them...
2. You'll do anything for him/her...
1. While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time.....

best friend

2008-09-05T17:52:00.001+08:00

Throughout life you will meet one person who is like no other. You could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell this person things and they will never judge you. This person is your soulmate... your best friend... never let them go...

LOVE

2008-09-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

LOVE

Someday someone might come into your life and love you the way you've always wanted. If your someday was yesterday, learn. If your someday is tomorrow, hope. If your someday is today, cherish.

BeSt FrIeNdS

2008-09-03T23:24:00.003+08:00

*BeSt FrIeNdS*

Sometimes you feel like you cant live without them,
Or sometimes, with them.
You can talk to them about everything and anything
Even if it's about your crush and they really dont wanna hear anymore,
About how cute so-and-so is
But they would never tell you to shut up (to an extent).
They care about you, do anything for you.
When you're excited,
They're excited.
When you're happy,
They're smiling right along with you.
When you're upset
They come prepared with a tissue box,
And chocolate,
Lots and lots of chocolate.
A best friend is someone you can rely on to tell you the truth,
Even if its the last thing you want to hear.
They are the only ones who can cheer you up
When you thought you could never laugh again.
They can be goofy with you
No matter how weird the two of you may look.
They know what you are thinking and how you feel,
Even if you dont say a single word.
This person is like your other half
And it's these people who you shoud hold on to.
Who you should treasure with all of your heart.
Because they make life worth living.

TO MY FRIEND

2008-09-02T21:05:00.003+08:00

TO MY FRIEND:

I was sitting here thinking of the words I want to say,but they just wouldn't come out right so I found a different way.

I got a piece of paper and I wrote this poem for you,but there's no way to thank you for everything you do.

For always being nice to me and staying by my side,for helping fix my problems and never leaving me behind.

For accepting my thoughts and feelings,though you do not understand,for never giving up on me and being my best friend.

For making me laugh and letting me cry and saying you'd miss me if I were to die.

Everything you mean to me you could never know In all the ways you've changed my life I could never show.

The way you take care of me,you're my shining star and though it's so incredible that's just the way you are.

Before I get too mushy it's time for me to go,but before I leave this ink-filled page there's one thing you should know.

As long as we are living,no matter when or where,if you ever need me just call and I'll be there.

I'll climb a thousand mountains and swim a thousand seas anything to be there'cause you've been there for me.

2008-08-31T21:58:00.001+08:00

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality.

17 most important things to remember in life

2008-08-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

*17 most important things to remember in life*

1. Never give up on anybody;miracles happen everyday.
2.Be brave even if your not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.
3. Think big thoughts, relish small pleasures.
4. Learn to listen. Oppurtunity sometimes knocks very softly.
5. Never deprive someone of hope, it might be all they have.
6. Strive for excellence, not perfection.
7. Don't waste time greiving over past mistakes. Learn from them and move on.
8. When someone hugs you let them be the first to let go.
9. Never cut what can be untied.
10. Don't expect life to be fair.
11. Remember:Success comes to the one that acts first.
12. Never waste an oppurtunity to tell someone you love them.
13. Remember that nobody makes it alone. Have a greatful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who help you.
14. Never underestimate the power of a kind word or deed.
15. Laugh alot.A good sense of humor cures almost all of life's ills.
16. Don't miss the magic of the moment by focusing on whats to come.
17. Watch for big problems. They disguise big oppurtunities.

SOMETIMES!!!

2008-08-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

Sometimes all you can give is love
Sometimes all you have is not enough
Sometimes life is like a dream
Sometimes dreams aren’t what they seem
Sometimes laughter can heal your heart
Sometimes it’s laughter that breaks it apart
Sometimes the world goes faster than you can go
Sometimes fast till u think it's too slow
Sometimes going home is the only thing on your mind
Sometimes home is the only place you can’t find
Sometimes you are too tired to sleep
Sometimes you are too sad to weep
Sometimes freedom holds you back
Sometimes no freedom and you think it's bad
Sometimes loneliness is what you need
Sometimes there’s a harvest without a seed
Sometimes darkness can be too bright
Sometimes rain gives you delight
Sometimes you think you understand
Sometimes you know you really can’t
Sometimes what sets you free are restrictions
Sometimes what makes most sense are contradictions

2008-08-25T16:10:00.002+08:00

HELLO GUYS!!!

Got miss me not?

Haha i jus came back from mawai eco camp...it was fun although there is no proper bed...but overall i miss the trip a lot especially the dogs.

Haha...something happen during the second nite which is the last nite we are goin to spent in mawai. Actually there are suppose to have a campfire but because of something so we do not have it. Instead we sing song in the dining area.

Guess wad!!

The thing that i wanted to see in my life was firefly and i saw it at the camp...it was so cool...i hope i can catch some but too bad cuz we are on the boat and the fireflies were on the shore... :'(

but nvm i enjoy a lot...and luckily everyone were safe cuz as i said something happen on the second nite...and it is a unpleasent one...and i do not wish to say bout it here...

AND SO HERE COMES THE HOLIDAY...I WANT TO FIND JOB..ANYONE CAN INTRO...

TO MY BELOVED FRIENDS!!!

2008-08-19T22:27:00.002+08:00

GOOD FRIENDS

Last night you and your best friend had a fight.
You decide not to talk to her the next day.
She smiles at you.
You grind your teeth at her.
She tells her friends nice things about you.
You spread bad rumors about her.
She tries to come and talk to you.
But you push her aside.
She thinks you are a great friend.
You think she is a terrible friend.
She writes nice notes to you, telling you about the best times you shared together.
You write about all the bad times you can remember experiencing together.

Deep down you know she's sorry.
But all you have is hate.
The next day you find a note.

It reads:
Dear ________, I tried to tell you yesterday,
but you didn't let me speak, I tried to tell you good things,
but you were afraid to hear them. I tried to smile at you,
to take away the hate. But now it's time to tell you, even though it's a bit late.
That i am dying. I have a bad condition and it is getting worse.
I'm sorry to have to tell you that i won't be able to see you today.
I wrote this to you today in the hospital.

My time is up.

I'm sorry i should have told you sooner.
I'm really sorry about our argument,you are such a great friend.
I promise i shall watch over you,Lots of love __________

You run to the hospital to tell her you are sorry,
But only her mum is left.
Her hand clasped over her face.
And she was crying.
Down on her knees she prays, for her daughter to come back.
You were too late.
You wish you told her sorry sooner and got to say goodbye.

All friends have their ups and downs,
and sometimes you need to say sorry...
Don't wait for the other person to do it first.
Because you never know what could happen.

If you really love your friends then please cherish it before it is gone.

PRIMER OVER!!!

2008-08-12T21:46:00.004+08:00

FINALLY PRIMER IS OVER AND I AM SO HAPPY CUZ ITS HOLIDAY TIME!!!!!!

haha been waiting for this day to come and it finally ends here...but here is not the end yet aft holiday i will be super busssyyyy cuz one super duper big project is coming. So ya.....and here are my boards for my primer...pls have a look at my work =) too nice to see le hahaha =P

2008-08-01T23:05:00.005+08:00

Today went to play basketball wif philo,adrian,sam,kim tian,shen yong. haha long time nvr play le and i really dont know how to play lar,philo dont believe....nvm haha

2008-07-31T22:01:00.005+08:00

pictures!!!

all these pic are taken by nas...thanks!!!

went to SINGAPORE GARDEN FESTIVAL yesterday and took tis pic

i am EMO-ING.....

2008-07-31T21:54:00.003+08:00

today suddenly think of this song [Do you know by Enrique Iglesias]
i donk know why???
maybe thinking of something or wad then come to think of this song
haha.....
today finally get back my phone le yeppie =P
but today i dont seems happy got a little emo cuz of sch work and cuz i am sick too
hmmmm i think i am goin to fall soon
Soon man....and who will be the one to carry me up???
who will be the one to support me and not to let me fall???
haha...what a joke...fall then fall lar who cares rite!!!
dont seems to be myself today but i will be fine......

2008-07-21T22:25:00.002+08:00

I always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but I never knew looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words'
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

onight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Real Friend

2008-07-16T23:57:00.006+08:00

REAL FRIEND

A Simple Friend has never seen you cry.

A Real Friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.

A simple Friend does not remember your phone number.

A Real Friend has their phone numbers in the address book.

A Simple Friend brings a bottle of wine to your party.

A Real Friend comes early to help you prepare and stays late to help you clean.

A Simple Friend hates it when you call after he/she has gone to bed.

A Real Friend asks you why you took so long to call.

A Simple Friend seeks to talk with you about your problems.

A Real Friend seeks to help you with your problems.

A Simple Friend wonders about your romantic history.

A Real Friend could blackmail you with it.

A Simple Friend, when visiting, acts like a guest.

A Real Friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself/herself.

A Simple Friend thinks the friendship is over when you have an argument.

A Real Friend knows that it's not a friendship until after you've had a fight.

A Simple Friend expects you to always be there for them.

A Real Friend expects to always be there for you.

Thats what Real Friend are for.

2008-07-15T23:23:00.004+08:00

today finish my first board le pic is not here so will upload another time...now startin to do layout le but i freakin dunno how lar...still tryin to figure out hehe...sian arh still emo-ing and sad...
and i oso dunno y i am emo?it follows my feeling so ya for the past few weeks i am lyk tat aldy...trying to figure out and get over wif it.......
hmm there are a lot of things comin up so ya muz well prepare for the things coming up....hmm and tmr damn sian lar got meeting for angling club...dunno wad meeting lor frm 12 till 5.30 WTF i no need to eat is it think wad **** lar....LOOKING FORWARD TO FIND ONE..........haha

This is the first individual board for my primer 1

2008-07-14T23:00:00.001+08:00

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't?
Yes i did and its very painful.
Trying very hard to fight your feelings, but you just couldn't?
Like someone is not that simple
You fall deeper with each passing day,
and it hurt even more everytime u saw her
But try to hide it in every possible way.

She's/He's only a friend, and nothing else,

That's the lie you keeping telling yourself.

You keep on saying she's/he's just a bud,

But deep inside, you're falling in love.

You get so giddy when you meet her/his eyes,

But keep reminding yourself it isn't right.

A simple glance turns into a stare,

But you pretended that you don't care.

It's "not right" for you two to be.

Is that why you hide it so no one can see?

But how long will you pretend?

Keep lying that she's/he's just a friend?

Perhaps your feelings you can never show.

Perhaps it's "wrong" for her/him to know.

Your friendship can't be risked over this,

So being her boy/his girl is an impossible wish...

Doing my pw all the way

2008-07-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

wa today damn sian lar do my pw from morning till evening...hai primer is so **** but nvm learn from it so ya think for the bright side =] so yup i must work hard to master in this course so ya learn as much skill as possible =] cheers!!!

2008-07-12T22:21:00.003+08:00

haha today quite fun lar, went to sentosa for SP HOOK'D hehe, at first was quite boring lor ya and so little ppl went for tat man...its lyk cant make it haha and the NUM goodie bag is lyk -.- but at least got smt which i like haha...bought a NUM singlet hehe so cool lar...limited edition de cuz is HOOK'D de =P hehe then went back bout 2 wif gary but went to vivo to walk walk first haha then go see ppl play sudoku and guess they were lyk so fast lar....then went home bout 4 plus yup
i am fixing a broken heart but it couldn't be fixed without you
next activities is go bathe first then prepare to go city hall and meet janice andrew chong lim and adrian. actually i dun intend to go de cuz i am really damn tired and sad on tat day but no choice lar i pull myself to go have dinner wif them lor but i wun show them tat.......so ya then philo come and find us haha then we go play bball haha cool man...PHILO CAN SHOOT!!!!
haha then went back bout 11 and philo xiao mei say tat aft we reach home muz msg her to bao ping an haha damn funny lar then a day have past

Best friends are what you need most

2008-07-11T23:24:00.005+08:00

Your friends are your release.
They're who you have the most fun with,
and yet when the going gets tough,
those people turn around and suddenly they're not just making you laugh,
they're being this rock and giving you all their advice.
Even though you're so much your own person,
if you dissect yourself,
I guarantee you, your friends are in there.
Their influence is incredible.
''Best friends are what you need most."

Deep under the ocean u will not find me and i will not let you know too.

2008-07-09T23:48:00.004+08:00

Today damn sian lar do tree graphic diagram but i find it quite interesting is just when we are doin the elevation of tree i find it OMG man...but never mind it takes time to learn so ya here is the picture before elevatimg nice rite...i like it man...=]

nice rite...i like it man

12 ways you know you like someone

2008-07-08T23:30:00.003+08:00

12 ways you know you like someone

TWELVE:

You have been talking to them late at night and even when u go to bed, you still think of them.

ELEVEN:

You walk really slow when you're with them.

TEN:

You feel shy whenever they're around.

NINE:

You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:

When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her.

SIX:

They're all you think about.

FIVE:

You realize you're always smiling when you're looking at them.

FOUR:

You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:

While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.

TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that person, you didnt notice number seven was missing.

ONE:

You just scrolled up to check & are now silently laughing at yourself.

What are friends to you???

2008-07-08T22:45:00.004+08:00

Friends cheer you up whenever you’re down,
comforts you when you’re sad,
fights for you when you’re hurt,
friends are always there for you but like you,
they also encounter problems which make them sad and feel so down.
So if ever you think your friend has changed and doesn’t care for you anymore.
Just think that friends cry and get tired too,
they probably are just trying to fix troubles with themselves and these are the moments that they need more than anything…and that is your understanding.

2008-07-07T23:25:00.005+08:00

Hai today submission of group primers...damn sad lar cuz we have to go back and change into formal cuz of presentation. But overall i think its ok lar jus tat the presentation was suck...but our board was good that i need to comment.=] so ya here is our work lets take a loot and thats all for today.

Reasons why you're my best friend

2008-07-06T16:31:00.004+08:00

Reasons why you're my best friend

1- I can tell you anything and you won't be shocked.

2 - When I'm really down you cry with me.

3 - I'd trust you with my life and you'd trust me with yours.

4 - We have private jokes.

5 - I take pleasure in your competence.

6 - I know your moods so well that I know exactly when to press you to tell me what's wrong
and when to leave you in peace.

7 - You're honest but tactful.

8 - If I'm way out of line, you tell me.And when I'm doing a good job, you tell me that too.

9 - You think I'm smart, capable, clever and pretty. You're my one-woman cheering section.

10 - Sometimes we're under a lot of stress and we snap at each other.Look, these things happen between friends. We get past it.

11 - You send me encouraging e-mails at critical moments and I send them to you, too.

12 - You bring your problems to me and let me help you solve them.

13 - We don't look alike and we don't sound alike but we think alike on all the important things
and that's what counts.

14 - I'm not embarassed to cry in front of you.

15 - I admire your self-control.

16 - I appreciate how you ferret out my secrets when I really want to tell you but can't quite
bring myself to do it.

17 - No one else gives me the total attention you do, when I have a problem or just need to talk.

18 - I never felt that any of our arguments or disagreements would end our friendship.

19 - When I'm procrastinating hopelessly, you give me the push I need to get going.

20 - You know my dark side and I know yours.

21 - I don't have to watch what I say when we're talking, the way I do when I'm talking with certain other people.

22 - You love to laugh.

23 - You're better than a brother and sister: No sibling rivalry.

24 - You laugh at my jokes.

25 - You always know the right thing to say.

26- One hug from you is worth 10 from any other friend.

27 - We take pride in each other's accomplishments.

28 - We've hit a few rough spots, but with love and patience we smoothed them out.

29 - Secrets are secrets and we'd never reveal each other's.

30 - The good, the bad and the ugly- we've been through them all and we're still friends.

31 - You may misbehave, I may misbehave, but best friends accept best friends, misbehavior and all. That's how it is.

Enjoy today very much!!!

2008-07-05T23:58:00.002+08:00

Today wake up at 10am cuz need to find my group and do project and print ya. So prepare everything and reach there at 11.05 ya but everyone was late so i waited down there then esther saw me and i was like omg how come can see her here haha wad a coincident then talk to her lor saw yi qi and one more i dunno the name bot nvm haha then finally my group arrive then they went in to mac and have their breakfast then i was chatting out wif esther and neglect then feel so bad haha lol but in the end i went in lar ya then went to dunno what is that place call to print our PW out ya then after went to city hall and meet janice,andrew and chong lim cuz actually wanna go vivo and watch movie de but cuz there full le so come city hall lor then aft tat we call adrian and ask where is he?whether wanna join us for movie not but he say no...one thing that we were shocked is that he is also at marina we were like OMG!!!wad a coincident too haha...then i kept queit cuz we do not wan to let him know that we are there too. So we wnet to the arcade standing outside staring at him but he doesn't know we were there so ya then we went to see wad movie we are watching so we decided to watch HANDCOCK yup. But cuz adrian then we have to wait for his reply so we heck le we went in to the pool place and stand there to look at him but instead chong lim saw his CI so ya talk lor then adrian like look at us but do not dare to confirm that it was us until he get a closer look....=] we were like laughing lar cuz damn funny but after the show he join us and had dinner lor ya so after dinner we went to esplanade and slack there play poker and then a group of ppl in the other corner were playing true or dare then they were like coming to us and do funny things lar we were like laughing all the way haha...then after a few game of BIG 2 we went home lor. One day and it is gone. Enjoy today a lot!!!

Friday is a happy day

2008-07-04T23:55:00.000+08:00

Ha ha today is actually the submission for primers(PW) but because sonny is not satisfy with the way we do thing cuz he want everything to be perfect so the deadline has been extended to Monday. So ya we do and do on our PW and make it look good and perfect so that he wouldn't say anything. Ya so my group mate is editing, so i do not know what to do, nvm i went to my place and sit down to play com. After that iffa come and ask me to go cameroid and from there we started taking pictures till 12 haha and it damn lol lar.

Iffa so stunned to see a star on cassandra head!!!

Utama what happen to ur face???

So random

LOOK!!!Casandra have such a long tongue...omg!!!

peace for me!!!

OMG!!!this is ugly

Utama nak wok!!!haha dun angry jk only...

yea!!!

Ainisah who u wan to kiss???Anthony??haha jkjk

this pic is so cool, a reflection of it...

lol!!!!

After my lesson end then went to gregory school and find him cuz i need my hard disk back!!So took train and then follow by bus in order to reach his sch which is victoria jc...wow i saw one pretty cute girl and gregory know her name...haha lol...so after that tour around his sch and then went back to to take a rest...after that meet adrian,andrew,janice and sam at city to have dinner and help me out wif my work actually nth to help lar lol instead we help sam!!!haha then ya wnet back home and one day have pass.Tomorrow is saturday and meeting delta again!!! =]

2008-07-03T23:50:00.003+08:00

When we first talked to each other
I knew we would always be friends.
Our friendship has kept on growing
And I'll be here for you to the end.

You listen when I have a problem
And help dry the tears from my face.
You take away my sorrow
And put happiness in its place.

We can't forget the fun we've had
Laughing 'til our faces turn blue.
Talking of things only we find funny
People think we're insane-If they only knew!

I guess this is my way of saying thanks
For catching me when I fall.
Thanks once again for being such a good friend
And being here with me through it all.

I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up... it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be."

Treasure the memories and don't it fade away, remember it and try not to give up in anything u do. Do follow your heart says and think carefully, make your decision wisely.

Nothing is impossible

2008-07-02T21:33:00.004+08:00

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Presentation!!!

2008-07-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

Wa today got presentation...erm i think i did ok lar but i think i still can improve on it =]
but got a little nervous, after a while no more le =] ya so far so good...
next presentation is individual de le so will do better than this =] go andric u can do it haha...

wah jun wang look diferent in long sleeve

lol daniel acting macho

nad and me

me and sam

ooppss farhana is reading men health!!!

dun catch us pls, we reading not looking at hot stuff!! =]

nad,sam,me,fikri,erin(informal shot)

nad,sam,me,fikri,erin(wearing formal)

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

Sad man...hai dunno wad to say and i am really damn sad and emo these few days...dunno y

Boring day

2008-06-29T23:55:00.001+08:00

Hmm today nth to post bout just feel very lonely these few weeks. I think its because of the CIBTC cuz we will see each other everyday in CIBTC. So ya like very weird feeling lar but nvm i think will get back to normal self again lar...

Hardest part of missing someone is not her/his absence, but its when you think of all good times you have shared and you asked yourself, will those moments ever come again?

When summer light has bade goodbye
And colored leaves begun their fall
Beckoned a silent heart of longing
Love's memories a distant call

When turquoise dreams have faded
And dappled shades of grey remain
Loosened a lover's hidden tear
Unto his final mile of pain

When swallows have parted their cries
And northern gusts begun their chill
Frozen the dying imprint of love
Upon dreamers' tattered sill

When emptiness of night has consumed
And frost of death taken its toll
It's time to say the last goodbye
And rest a deeply grievious soul

2008-06-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

Haha today went back to ping yi secondary as a cadet inspector.
Feel so weird man, like not use to it. Then today parade is like damn slack.
So today i damn sian in NPCC lar. So ya like that lor. Then saw a lot of my secondary teacher
and guess wad they say???They ask me how am i and said that i am slim already...haha lol
ya...then after that finish parade then went to talk to OC and TO for the coming up events.
Ya so erm talk till 7 plus then after that went to katong and eat wif esther they all lor...then after that come home hehe...

2008-06-23T21:02:00.006+08:00

Friendships last when friends complement friends when its hard for their friend to complement themselves.

Friendships last when friends stick up for friends.

Friendships also last when friends family are having problems and need a friend by their side.

Some friendships last a lifetime and some last a few hours.

But no matter what people need a friend and need to be a friend to someone in their life.

When things get tough and hard to figure out it brings friendships closer together.

And no dought mistakes will happen but stay by your friend because your friend will be good to you if you are good to them.

2008-06-22T18:48:00.001+08:00

Graduation song for delta!!
Happy yet sad...
lucky i didn't cry during investiture ceremony.
i think got lar is just that i never show only....internal crying

Graduation Song Remix - Vitamin C

2008-06-21T22:11:00.003+08:00

this song is sang during our last day(campfire) of atc. All the instructor sang this song for the whole J08 during campfire.

memories of investiture ceremony

2008-06-20T23:51:00.002+08:00

Finally the day has come and this is what i have been waiting for which is the investiture ceremony.Today wake up at 6a.m and then prepare to go meet squad delta for breakfast. So meet adrian at 7.30a.m at outram mrt and we set off to chua chu kang mrt. Reach there at 8a.m and saw everyone polishing their boots. OMG polish boots in the public which has so many people looking. haha and we hang our no. 1 uniform near the advertisement board and there were too many. hope that it woun't drop. Then we went to mac again to have our breakfast and after that went to HTA for our final rehearsal and the real thing will start at 5p.m. So we practice with the que for us to go in and all that and then at 5 we go to change into our no. 1 uniform and we were so happy because the time has come and we were taking picture here and there from classroom to drill shed haha. After that wait for the que to go in to the harmony hall and then the investiture commences. So we have to put in our best to do it a good one. Saw saleha and gary sitting down already haha the two of them keep finding me and finally saw me. After the investiture finish everyone was busy taking photo and ya. But we never take with our group sad man, where is scorsher??? Had a lot of fun and really miss delta squad. really feel like crying but is internal cry haha lol. DELTA WE WILL MEET UP MORE RITE AND MISS YOU GUYS
LOVE DELTA

Busy polishing boots at cck

Busy preparing no. 1 uniform

Finally finish preparing haha

Delta squad in no.1 uniform

memories of delta

me, siti,andrew

me and janice

sam,kian hwee,mdm philo,teck cheong,andrew,yujian

Squad delta wif mdm philo and mdm amanda

formal shot for squad delta

adrian, me, milfred

MOMORIES THAT DELTA HAD

2008-06-19T22:02:00.006+08:00

DELTA

J08 CIBTC

Guess what?

Tomorrow is the day for us 74th CIBTC J08 to pass out and officially be a CADET INSPECTOR.
I am so happy and can't wait for the moment to come but i don't think that i would be very happy, wait i think is we DELTA would not be that happy. Because after that we can't see each other anymore unless we meet up :( It's damn sad that it has to end so fast. Think back and 2 months had just past like that not even us noticing it. If time can stop it would be great that it stop at the time where we had spent so much joy and tears togehter.

DELTA SQUAD

WE BOND AS ONE

TOGEHTER WE SORE

WITH HONOUR AND GLORY

THE TIME THAT WE SPENT TOGETHER

ANDREW, JANICE, SAM
JANICE AND NURIZZAH THE ONLY GIRLS IN OUR SQUAD AND THERE IS ONE MORE WHICH IS LATE

NURIZZAH, ROS, JANICE, NINA, AISYAH(LATE!!!) GREGORY IS ALSO COUNTED AS A GIRL

DELTA do cherish the time that we had together. Cherish every single moment when we are together, help one another if there is a need, do everything as one squad and i really need to emphasize this is that we must really keep in touch ok. Do not left out anyone because i think that you guys also do not want people to leave alone in a corner rite? So hope that we stay together forever....wait not hope is must stay together forever. Any events we go together or area atc help out together or any parade we also go together. We want to show the rest that WE DELTA CAN DO THINGS AS A SQUAD AND NOT INDIVIDUAL.WE PARTICIPATE AS A SQUAD AND NOT LEFT ANYONE OUT AND THIS WILL SHOW THAT WE DELTA IS THE BEST.

LOVE DELTA

HOT HEADLINE!!!

2008-06-19T21:45:00.003+08:00

Went to HTA with sam and derrick to change our no. 1 uniform. When we reach there is like 9.40a.m and then we were standing one corner guessing what philo will be wearing to HTA. Sam say that she will wear pt kit and she really wore pt kit to HTA and we were like laughing at one corner. Then before us got one school also go collect no. 1 uniform for school speech day but we got philo so we can cut their que hehe.After finish changing we walk around the HTA gathering memories that we had in HTA.SAD!!!After that went home to prepare my no.1 uniform.

look cool man!!!

Preparing for tomorrow investiture ceremony.....

2008-06-18T23:09:00.006+08:00

Today went to HTA for investiture ceremony reherasal...wa is was damn sian lar one reherasal need to do so long de meh? Not organise lor but never mind overall quite ok lar is just that we had few water break only and stand there like hell no. Want to touture us also no need to do that lor.

Finally going to pass out as a CI and go back to my unit and serve. Feel so sad lar because not going to see all my J08 DELTA friends already, like will miss them all? Really hope that this course can last forever so that we will be together as one squad. Really can't bear to leave the squad. I don't know what to say lar hopefully we can meet up often. Don't know whether anyone will cry during investiture ceremony or maybe i will be the one who cry first....

I don't want to forget the past that we have instead i want the past memories to be kept inside my head and remember it everytime i feel lonely. Think about the happy times that we had togehter. And hope that we will really keep in touch even though we are from different area or wad so ever and i really mean keep in touch ok. Because most of the time when people say keep in touch rite its only for a certain period only. But i don't want this happen to DELTA SQUAD.

What are friends for? Ask yourself if firends are for u to keep in touch for a certain period then forget about being friends because this is not call friends. So DELTA don't forget the past memories that we had cherish it and think back the joyful moment we share together. All the best guys...

Everyone always says, "Forget the past and live in the present."

But me?

I don't want to forget the past.

If the past is the only place where you exist in my life, then I never want to live another day.

LOVE DELTA

BACK FROM CAMP!!!

2008-06-16T16:29:00.008+08:00

Finally its over!!!

Wahaha finally MC, RC, ATC is over man now is the final stage which is the grand finale.This is what i have been waiting for man. The day for me to pass out CIBTC J08 and become a CADET INSPECTOR!!!I have been waiting for this moment man.

Meet a lot of new friends like andrew, adrian, derrick, teck cheong, kian hwee, janice, lian huai, sam and more lar dun expect me to say out all the name ok. They are all fun and cool ppl. And they are from the same squad as me.

Just finish my ATC camp at pulau ubin yesterday at 2p.m. Its was a fun and tired camp.

Although i did not perform well in that camp but i think that i have learn quite a lot of stuff in the camp and i will pass it down to my unit. Through this course i have make quite a lot of friends and they all are fantastic people especially DELTA the best. Because my ATC group 2 is not really that good and still do not have the good teamwork and good bonding. So after reaching changi jetty we meet up and went to tampinese to have lunch together with DELTA SQUAD. haha went to century square dunno wat to eat so eat chicken rice with Adrian and Chong Lim lor. Finish le still hungry so go and get other stuff to eat. Then Adrian say wanna share the nugget and fries so i buy lor then ask him help me buy ice kachang. Wow eat till damn full man. It's been so long since we had this kind of food because in camp we eat canned food and Maggie mee. So its like.......after finish eating then we went back home and Wednesday there will be rehearsal for Friday investiture ceremony. Now i have come to the end of my speech.

Took this picture inside the bus on the way to tampinese.

2008-05-30T11:48:00.002+08:00

haha i am posting in class
POST POST!!!!
wahaha today quite slack lar
cua i have finish my ICE 3
and guess what today is the last day of school
and here comes the holiday!!!!!
yeppy but i dun get to rest in holiday cuz i still got CIBTC course
for the june holiday....sian :(
anyway i have change blogskin le but its a little blue
but nvm anyway will change it anyway haha
thanks for iffa for helping me change the blogskin...

ps: happy holiday guys enjoy!!!!!!

2008-05-13T21:31:00.005+08:00

Too sad to post this lar.....
My CIBTC cource(NPCC Cadet Inspector) has a investiture ceremony on the last day of my course and that is when i past out and permanently become a cadet inspector
so on that day is a special day cuz need ppl to put on the rank for me
ya and i am finding ppl to attend this but my parents is not free
so i ask my friends but they oso cannot make it
so sad
so on that day i will be the only one without ppl putting rank for me and the rest will sure have a least one ppl to put for them...
i sure that everyone will look at me when they see that no one is here for me
wad to do
like that lor
no choice
nvm lar forget bout it lar

2008-04-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

i am crazy man...join about 5 cca
like dragon boat, muai thai, adventurers, tennis, pool and i still got my own cca which is NPCC.....
wat!!!!
i think my whole week schedule is full le man......haha
then today while goin home kenn and shan keep disturbing me and nicola lar
dunno they all crazy or wad.....
nvm went home le then wat the F___
cuz my youngest brother dunno y angry and pour powder on the floor
so angry wif him man.....
finish!!!!

2008-04-22T21:37:00.002+08:00

nth to talk bout today cuz so sian.......
oh i got one thing to talk bout is the stress that i have
wa this is only the second week and so many projects is coming my way!!
i dunno wad to do man is damn a lot of project lar
shit lar just talk till here next time then say

2008-04-21T22:33:00.003+08:00

Wa today shiok man got to school at 9 plus then lesson start at 10a.m but me and sam got to go to HTA and collect uniform so we must go early so we tell mr sonny we leaving at 11.30 and we can't wait for the time to pass first we have a lecture on what is landscape architecture hehe...so on and forth lar.....finally reach 11.30 le so happy to go but mr sonny sae not yet still got to tell us bout the ICE thingy that we must do and the logo design
so we wait for him to finish then we go lor ya...so me and sam went to jurong point and photostat those doc that they need and go cut hair lor
next we went to food court and eat then we went to tale bus 172 to HTA
the journey is quite long lar and we chat wwhile waiting for it to reach ...after we reach le we go down and go to the place where we collect uniform it was like so litthe ppl lor that one nvm
then we wait for the CI to come and brief us lor
but one female CI is damn wad lar fucking idiot lor feel like slapping her man if i can haha
she scolded us like hell man sad lor....tat one nvm i can take it but ar
we need to meet the criteria before they let us take the uniform lar
so they check on our attire lor
sad lar me and sam and most of them can't take the uniform cuz of some mistake
collect uniform wad no need to do all this wad fuck man i hate this
then is like me and sam cant collect lor so we find ways to do smt to our attire all that lar
then very funny we went to one shop inside the HTA and borrow scissor to cut our hair haha
its like so ugly can but no choice lar
then after finish everything we went back to the mdm to take our uniform lar
but she still not happy about our hair but she let us take our uniform
and she tell us tat i next time they saw us they wanna
see our hair is slope at the back so we sae ok
so we went back to jurong point and cut our hair slope
it is damn fucking ugly lar
i hate it man

see my back so high the slope damn ugly lor suck man

2008-04-21T00:49:00.002+08:00

Hi there posting again haha so long nvr post le
change blogskin le hehe...is GARY help me do de hehe
cuz i not very good at doing all these as well as lazy lar
haix....poly start le quite fun the course and make a lot of new friends man
they are all damn good and fun man...cool i like them man...
hmm so boring leh sian lar nth to do
play psp for today[final fantasy crisis core]
fun man i like the game hehe
tmr school le start at 10 a.m hmm wtf now midnite le
wa cannot le lar i need to go sleep le post next time
bye take care guys

2008-03-05T10:49:00.002+08:00

WHATS!!!

So long nvr blog le ar?
Wah die le lar
i think i am goin back to the last time le lor
Sooner or later the blog will sure rot de
haha
Haix dunno wad to blog leh
like nth to blog de lor
finally know where i am goin to le
new environment new place new friend new everything
haha

ok gtg blog next time

2008-01-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

HIHI sry for not posting for past few days...busy doin some work.....
so pls dun get angry guys......
Haix think of her again le....dunno wad to do lehx...jus cant forget her till now....haix everytime i think of her i will smile and when i look at her pic i will smile too....can't smile without you...if i see ur pic then i will smile longer than usual....i jus can't smile without you lrx...wad to do...no choice but to always look at u in the pic lorx....this song is for her and i hope tat i jus can be wif her one day....really hope so...so let fate decide whether we can be together not.....lets enjoy the song...

2008-01-05T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hmmm wat to sae today lehx...like nth good to sae lehx...oh wait got....yesterday nite i cant sleep at all man so lie down on the bed and rest lorx then suddenly think of the past memories tat i had wif her.....suddenly my tears jus roll down and i oso dunno y i feel it tat way...think of her i fell so sad...dunno wad to do...keep thinking of her till dunno wad time man...jus keep crying while thinking of the past.....one thing tat make my tears fall the most is when she sae smt good bout me....tat was the most unforgettable moment that will always be in my memory...i will never forget what she sae bout me....i jus really cant forget her but what to do...i can do nth but jus to think of her only....well i think let the god to decide whether we will meet someday...and if we meet someday i will take tat time to cherish tat moment...i will not ket her down de....that is wat i will do....well lets drop the subject i dun wan to think bout it now if not i will get sad again....lets talk bout smt else...

hahax today went to bugis buy new year cloth...i bought a jean frm samuel & kelvin...not bad larx...quite nice...then walau raining so heavily lorx wad the hell man i hate raining day make me wet...then after tat call my dad to come and fetch us to kallang mrt station and wait for my aunt cuz she come to singapore for holiday tmr she is goin back le so meet her then bring her go eat lorx...after tat around 9 plus she went back home cuz tmr she will be goin back le...then jus now watch lian xu ju so touching lorx...haixmake me think of her again...ok lar i dun wanna talk bout anything le...talk till here...bye everyone

IF THERE IS ONE MORE CHANCE FOR ME TO SHARE,TALK WIF HER I WOULD CHERISH TAT MOMENT AND WILL TAKE CARE OF HER FOREVER AND TIS WILL BE A PROMISE.......HOPE TAT THERE IS TIME MACHINE TAT CAN GO BACK TO THE PAST...STILL LOVE HER A LOT

2008-01-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

Same old thing for today...still so boring...hahax

jus finish helping my dad do his work...haix so tired

still got a lot to do lehx...its lkilling me..haix

walau today went out to parkway in the morning

to walk walk shop shop....haix then saw the ring that

i wanted so long le so i went to ask how much....u guess

how much??it shock me man...so expensive haix but still buy le

well my heart still pain cuz so expensive lorx...

haix nvm larx as long as i like it can le

hahax....

yeppy my birthday is coming soon 2nd feb...hehex

near chinese new year lehx...everyone pls remember to

give me present ok...hahax joking larx u all wanna

give then give if dun wan give oso nvm de ok...

~i am waiting for the day to come ~

2008-01-03T16:08:00.000+08:00

hihihi everyone i am so boring sitting down looking at the computer

posting.....haix nth to do lehx pls find a date to go out larx ok...pls pls man

if not i really will get lazier de...

yesterday is my bro birthday haix...till now still find a suitable

present for him dunno wan to buy wad for him lehx...

nvm larx own him one thing lorx...haix

jus feel like goin out to work.

today work up at 8a.m then go out wif my mun to

the bank as well as go walk walk hahax

haix still need to help my dad to do some work

a lot lehx...can do till crazy ar...

ltr my brain go crazy lorx...no rest de lorx...

so now trying to cheat a bit so i online to post haha...

ok larx talk till here next time then talk more ok...bie bie

2008-01-01T00:49:00.000+08:00

hi everyone today is new year 2008...haix one year older le oso nth to do at home
lorx...so boring....jx they all larx sae got go then in the end dun have...: ( haix... nvm larx
countdown at home lorx...no choice...today chong chong mang mang come back to singapore
cuz of the countdown..in the end lehx...dun have...hai wo bai fei xing ji...

nvm larx i happy can le lorx...come back whole family not at home so i go out wif ah chean they all to eat dinner then come back countdown lorx...

a brand new year so i hope i will get good result for o level lorx and hope i can go poly...
this is my wish :].....friends out there pls organise smt i am really bored at home

2007-12-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

tis is me wif sunglass...haha

took tis inside the plane...hahax...ah kit act cute...twist

we ate scorpion at beijing

me and ah hoe eating ice cream...cool man

me and ah chean took at changchen

me and ah kit at a emperor place

me at beijing church

Hi everyone just came back frm beijing a few days ago....it was so fun...but too bad no snow : (

so fun and happy...hope i can go again

especially the 欢乐谷cool man....i love it...before i go to beijing everyone told me tat it was

very cold there but actually it is not cold at all...although it was -5 deg

still can tahan haha.....511 i miss u guys lot when wanna gather together?

xiyao ppl wanna go out not on 31st dec not?go happy happy....long time no see u guys le miss u guys a load man.....

2007-09-01T23:11:00.000+08:00

sry guys....long time nvr post anything le....hahax cuz i am busy preparing for o level..........
EVERYDAY STAY IN SCHOOL TILL VERY LATE SO NO TIME TO POST....o level is round the corner already....i think its 30 more days ba.....
those who are taking o level tis year,lets work hard 2gether ok.....hope i can pass my o level

aim: ENGLISH-C5
MATH-B3
COMBINE SCIENCE(PHY & CHEM)-B3
D&T-A2
CHINESE-B4
COMBINE HUMANITIES(GEO & SS)-C5

TOTAL POINT FOR L1B4 IS:17

I MUST PASS O LEVEL NO MATTER WAD.......

THOSE WHO TAKE O LEVEL BEFORE GOT ANY TIPS???